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Trying again
We went back on Wednesday to the infusion center after pretreatment with antihistamines and steroids, hoping to try again. I was scared that I would have another reaction but mostly scared that such a reaction would stop me from being able to receive treatment. As difficult as it was, I had to set aside the…
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Starting Chemo
Before I could start chemo there were a lot of logistics to take care of. The regimen I would be on was called NALIRIFOX. It is a newly approved regimen similar to FOLFIRINOX, consisting of three chemotherapeutic drugs and a synthetic B vitamin. Before getting chemo I had to have a port installed under the…
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Out of Breath
While the tests were ongoing my mind was in constant turmoil, wondering what kind of cancer it was, how quickly it might kill me and what the next few weeks or months had in store. I have been in the habit of daily exercise — at least 30 minutes of activity — for longer than…
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Finding the Source
My second day of knowing I had cancer was a whirlwind. I had my first oncology appointment where I met the NP that works with my oncologist who explained the scans, biopsies and tests they would order. We would get a sample of the largest mass on my left lung and send that in for…
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Bloodwork
The results from my bloodwork gradually trickled in to my patient portal: it was one normal result after another. My entire metabolic panel came back normal, all of my blood counts were right in range. I was the picture of health, except for the CT, which said that I was not. I had been working…
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Diagnosis Day
I started my unexpected new life with cancer by taking a walk with my sister Sara. We walk every day and took our default short loop. It was too early to call our parents. The sun wasn’t fully up yet, and I wanted to process it for a moment before making the most difficult call…
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Something is Wrong
Early in 2025 I started having some digestive symptoms that concerned me a little. As an active person I normally eat a lot of food, but I started having a difficult time eating more than a cup or so of food at a time. I started feeling extremely full after only a few bites, like…